Precious Treasure

Whenever we saw each other all we did was fight.
But those were also wonderful memories.

You taught me so much; I’m not scared anymore.
No matter how difficult I can grab hold of happiness, so…

I’ll go by myself, even if it looks painful,
I’ll always carry on the dream I had with you.
Being with you was so wonderful; There was no one else.
But when I woke up in the morning, you weren’t there.

I felt that we could play forever.
But I know that’s just what I believed.
I don’t regret being born any longer.
Like the feeling after a festival, it’s sad but let’s move on little by little.

I’ll go anywhere, you know that.
I’ll show you that I can grant your dream of happiness.
Even if I’m separated from you, no matter how far,
I’ll be born with the new morning.

I’ll go by myself, even if I want to die,
I can hear your voice; I mustn’t die.
Even if it looks painful, even if I’m crying in sadness,
Deep in my heart I feel your warmth.

Time changed as it ebbed and flowed.
I can’t remember what happened anymore but,
If I try and close my eyes I can hear someone’s laughter.
Somehow that’s now my most precious treasure.

Standing Here Alone, Once Again.

Cold breeze of tonight greet me softly
as i remember the time we had.
Awhile i noticed that i couldn't say anything
since my words shut by loneliness.

Not a single miracle happen before my eyes
a miracle which unites our heart together.
My eyes unlikely to stop tearing
my heart unbearably to hold longer.

Glimpse of light shone my blur sight
but none could get me closer to you
A vast life we goes on won't give us chance
to change the reality we hated so far.

So here i am for another day of life
only imagine your warm embrace we ever done,
Standing here until the dusk fades to show me the way
Crying... it's all i could do.

Last Moment We Had

The wind’s voice tells me of winter
My body shivers as I listen
You’re right next to me
Your breath seems white and cold


Life has withered away, too, this year
Before long, I’ve grown impatient for spring’s arrival
While listening to the chains of life
Continuing to bud in the light


My fate continues to rot away
I understand, but I remain strong
I want to breathe, I want to sing


It would be good if I can leave something behind
That says I have lived…


I don’t want to sing a sad song
Hey, I’m begging you, right now my only wish
Is to laugh next to you
I want to sing a gentle song


Several winters passed by
I finally realized this feeling
I can’t say it out loud but
Our hearts are always be one, right?


It’s dark, I can’t see anything…
I can’t hear anything…
It’s scary…
It’s painful…
It’s lonely…


While everything in me
Continues to disappear
Your smiling face
Still lingers…


You are singing a gentle song, right?
Even though we’re wrapped up in this world of loneliness
I’m always beside you, don’t forget
You are never alone


I’m not lonely because you’re here
You embrace with your warm hands
I can’t hear you, but I understand
The hands that you hold me said “I love you”


I want to dedicate it to you, a song of parting
In my last moment, I want to tell you… Thank you...

Me...

Why does my heart want Ache from crying
Whenever I seem to think of you
Why do I hate myself so much
I don't want to live anymore


People stare at me
Point their fingers
And they laugh at me
What am I doing wrong ? 
To deserve this kind of pain
Why do I breathe?
I can't recall the point of it
If I stopped breathing
The pain would end


I wish someone would help me
Save my heart from this
Never ending loneliness
Even if I just pretend
I just want..
Someone to find me
And love me.


Why do I feel empty
And so lonely
My heart is starting 
To break in two
Why do I try so hard to fit in
Just to push everyone
In this world away


If I were to vanish
From this world
Without leaving traces
Of myself
I can bet there isn't
Anyone who would shed
A single tear for me


All I simply want
Is another soul
who can laugh with me
And cry with me tonight


My heart's crying out
Crying out
Now my heart's overflowing
With sadness.

Good Night

Sleeping soundly, I have a dream

Of your profile

Without noticing the overflowing tears

That are running down my cheeks

I've hidden the heartrending

Throbs that are in this chest

This night, I'll hold your

Hand tight and go to sleep

It'd be wonderful if I could

Spend morning with you once more

I just wish even such a small

Hope can be made a miracle

As it is, I can't convey anything

So I can't say goodbye

Even if this voice dies

The melody won't fade

When I think that the end

Will arrive someday

That's when I hope that the

Night sky will keep your smile

...Good Night.

ませんが、ここで。

[Not there, but here]
Overflowing tides of sorrow finally vanish,
The closing wall won't even make differ.
Knowing your feeling which so fragile to broke,
Embrace me till the draft won't drag us away.

Swirling petal of flowers around, reminds ourself in the past.
Reckon why it's now a cliche.
Soft palm breeze my heart to unconscious,
The warmer it feels to deep prevail beneath my eyes of heart.

Upon my deepest feeling, one thing which won't fade away,
Your eyes which brightly shine to say that i always be in your heart.

Pure Lily

The mouth of the Just shall meditate wisdom,
And His tongue shall declare judgment.
Blessed is he who endureth temptation,
For once he hath been tested, he shall receive the crown of life.
Oh Lord, Fountain of Holiness,
Oh Lord, Fire Divine, have mercy.
Oh how holy, how serene,
How generous, how pleasant this Virgin who believeth.
Oh how holy, how serene,
How generous, how pleasant,
Oh Pure Lily.