Last Moment We Had

The wind’s voice tells me of winter
My body shivers as I listen
You’re right next to me
Your breath seems white and cold


Life has withered away, too, this year
Before long, I’ve grown impatient for spring’s arrival
While listening to the chains of life
Continuing to bud in the light


My fate continues to rot away
I understand, but I remain strong
I want to breathe, I want to sing


It would be good if I can leave something behind
That says I have lived…


I don’t want to sing a sad song
Hey, I’m begging you, right now my only wish
Is to laugh next to you
I want to sing a gentle song


Several winters passed by
I finally realized this feeling
I can’t say it out loud but
Our hearts are always be one, right?


It’s dark, I can’t see anything…
I can’t hear anything…
It’s scary…
It’s painful…
It’s lonely…


While everything in me
Continues to disappear
Your smiling face
Still lingers…


You are singing a gentle song, right?
Even though we’re wrapped up in this world of loneliness
I’m always beside you, don’t forget
You are never alone


I’m not lonely because you’re here
You embrace with your warm hands
I can’t hear you, but I understand
The hands that you hold me said “I love you”


I want to dedicate it to you, a song of parting
In my last moment, I want to tell you… Thank you...

Me...

Why does my heart want Ache from crying
Whenever I seem to think of you
Why do I hate myself so much
I don't want to live anymore


People stare at me
Point their fingers
And they laugh at me
What am I doing wrong ? 
To deserve this kind of pain
Why do I breathe?
I can't recall the point of it
If I stopped breathing
The pain would end


I wish someone would help me
Save my heart from this
Never ending loneliness
Even if I just pretend
I just want..
Someone to find me
And love me.


Why do I feel empty
And so lonely
My heart is starting 
To break in two
Why do I try so hard to fit in
Just to push everyone
In this world away


If I were to vanish
From this world
Without leaving traces
Of myself
I can bet there isn't
Anyone who would shed
A single tear for me


All I simply want
Is another soul
who can laugh with me
And cry with me tonight


My heart's crying out
Crying out
Now my heart's overflowing
With sadness.